Battered…Why I Stayed


On Monday morning, TMZ released a video of Baltimore Ravens running back Ray Rice’s violent attack on his then-fiancée Janay Palmer in February. The brutal video showed Rice knocking Palmer unconscious before dragging her out of an elevator. On Monday afternoon, the Ravens got rid of Rice, and the NFL announced he had been suspended indefinitely.

While many cheered the NFL’s move to (finally) punish Rice’s vicious behavior, too many media outlets immediately fell into a tired pattern of victim blaming. “Let’s not all jump on the bandwagon of demonizing this guy,” said Fox News contributor Ben Carson. “He obviously has some real problems, and his wife obviously knows that, because she subsequently married him.”

Writer Beverly Gooden had heard enough. “I was watching the responses to the TMZ on my timeline, and I noticed a trend. People were asking ‘why did she marry him?’ and ‘why didn’t she leave him,'” Gooden told Mic. “When I saw those tweets, my first reaction was shame. The same shame that I felt back when I was in a violent marriage. It’s a sort of guilt that would make me crawl into a shell and remain silent. But today, for a reason I can’t explain, I’d had enough. I knew I had an answer to everyone’s question of why victims of violence stay. I can’t speak for Janay Rice, I can only speak for me.”

Gooden decided to change the conversation. She called on her followers to share their stories of domestic abuse with the hashtag #WhyIStayed in an effort to draw awareness to the complexities of domestic violence.





Domestic violence isn’t a rare phenomenon in America. According to the National Coalition Against Domestic Violence, an estimated 1.3 million women are victims of physical assault by an intimate partner each year, and 1 in every 4 women will experience domestic violence in her lifetime.

But these are just numbers, considered in the abstract, without faces and names. It shouldn’t take a brutal video to make people care about domestic violence. All to often, it takes the spectacle of violence to thrust an issue endured in silence and solitude into the national spotlight.

“It is never as simple as walking out of the door,” said Gooden. “There are so many layers to domestic violence. And not just financial, although those are valid. But we are talking about human hearts. It’s not easy to leave someone you love. It’s not easy to leave when you have no resources and nowhere to go. It’s not easy to leave when you are threatened with additional violence. It’s not easy to leave when you remember how it used to be, or when they romance you during the good times, or when they promise it is the last time. Or when there are children involved. Because you believe in love and you believe in them.”

Article by Jared Keller

Image by 6abc

Thank you for visiting our blog.  Remember, someone does care because your life is PRECIOUS!

precious signature

One thought on “Battered…Why I Stayed

  1. Point taken, but I can’t agree. Having grown up in an abusive home, I believe it is as easy as walking out the door. People make excuses to say. My mom claimed she stayed for me. The irony? I was the one begging her to leave. I wanted out too. Her decision to stay put me in danger. When kids are involved, I don’t believe women have any excuse to stay.

    Today I have illnesses directly tied to that decision to stay. Heart conditions, ulcer, and physical scars as well as emotional ones.

    When I turned 16, I wasted no time getting out and never looked back.

    Who has more emotional and financial dependence in a family than children on their parents? If the kids can pack up and leave, the mothers can too.

    Staying paints the picture that it’s okay for us to be in those kinds of relationships. It took being around other families all the way in high school before I learned that my family situation was not normal.

    Never stay. We never forgive you for it. I love my mother, but I will ever forget how her inability to find the strength to go left me with the problems I have now.

    Today we are both in healthy and happy relationships. We have moved on, but the scars remain. Constant reminders.

Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in: Logo

You are commenting using your account. Log Out /  Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out /  Change )

Connecting to %s

%d bloggers like this: